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You know what I fight with? Giant killer atomic monkeys.

That, and the need to know Exactly What Is Going To Happen Next. I seem to constantly vacillate between having faith that, yup, everything is going to happen according to God's will and I can just take my hands of the controls....and the polar opposite, where I want the entire world to sign legally binding papers promising not to surprise or disappoint me in any way.

Sigh. There is entirely too much ambiguity in my life right now and I'm handling it with zero grace. Zero.

I have done nothing on my CDSP application. I'm stalled. Ok, last week maybe wasn't the best week to work on it, as it turned out. Too much national church drama, too many renditions of Pharaoh Pharaoh in my head. I'm just having a hard time getting back into the right mental space to do it.

Nothing feels very solid right now.

God, by whom the meek are guided in judgment, and light rises up in darkness for the godly: Grant us, in all our doubts and uncertainties, the grace to ask what you would have us to do, that the Spirit of wisdom may save us from all false choices, and that in your light we may see light, and in your straight path may not stumble; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
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